i'll regret this later
this is where i vent to you, hoping you don't do anything stupid when i say it. i'm not trying hard enough, when i can't remember stuff? maybe you're not trying hard enough to remember before you were twelve. "everyone gets tired of me" ..."i'll never get tired of you" ...well, i've already broken enough promises to you, might as well break another.
truth is, i want only to be with you. my mind has not strayed from you these past few weeks. i think you hate me. i hate me. i wish i could've said no, maybe i'd be seeing you tonight if i had. love...it's when it doesn't matter how much you like someone, cuz it goes beyond that. yea, this is love. i'll be going to weatherford soon, and you won't be there. i already know. i'll meet some girl there, and fall in love, get a broken heart, and this will just keep repeating.
you said we all die, and i said "you just say that because everyone has so far". well...i say i'll always have my heart broken, and maybe you'll say "you just say that because everyone has so far". you think i'm not crazy...fuck you. i just have more self control. i'm just stronger than you. you are right, tho...but the truth is even harder to believe. and you think i'm just a liar, to myself and everyone else, so i'm giving up now. when i get my stuff back, i'll get a new phone number, and i'll lose yours, and maybe i'll never get the chance to hurt you again.
truth is, i want only to be with you. my mind has not strayed from you these past few weeks. i think you hate me. i hate me. i wish i could've said no, maybe i'd be seeing you tonight if i had. love...it's when it doesn't matter how much you like someone, cuz it goes beyond that. yea, this is love. i'll be going to weatherford soon, and you won't be there. i already know. i'll meet some girl there, and fall in love, get a broken heart, and this will just keep repeating.
you said we all die, and i said "you just say that because everyone has so far". well...i say i'll always have my heart broken, and maybe you'll say "you just say that because everyone has so far". you think i'm not crazy...fuck you. i just have more self control. i'm just stronger than you. you are right, tho...but the truth is even harder to believe. and you think i'm just a liar, to myself and everyone else, so i'm giving up now. when i get my stuff back, i'll get a new phone number, and i'll lose yours, and maybe i'll never get the chance to hurt you again.