Finally...
Alright. I'm finally gonna update. I was never good at having a journal, but i still use it. It's been a full 8 months since i've last updated, haha. So here we go, briefly. I formed a band, while in school, with my friend JennyLu and a guy named Aaron. I bought myself (JennyLu and Aaron being with me) my first electric guitar, a brown Schekter, Omen-6, Diamond Series. Things were going well. We had practice twice a week, we made songs, and we recorded songs (on my home computer). We even played a small show at our school during Open House, at the Poetry Corner. Some months passed, me and Aaron were becoming close friends, then i told him i was bisexual, and things started turning sour. I became self-conscious about it, he was acting weirder, drama, drama, band broke up. I haven't spoken one word to him since the end of March. Then me and my friend Claudia got in a fight, but after graduation at Grad Nite, we started talking again. She spent the night at my house, then we dropped her off the following day, and i haven't spoken to her since then. Me and JennyLu are still good friends, though. On February, i had quit Dairy Queen because of too much stress, and then in early June, i was re-offered the job, so i took it, and i am presently working there. Drama at work. My friend Brenda says the manager had raped her, she is currently going through legal hoop-lah, the manager had to be removed, and we have a new manager there, and he's alright. I've improved massively on my guitar playing and singing/screaming. Not having a band is not going to stop me from continuing my passion. I have written/constructed many new songs, and i have been talking to someone who attends the JC i plan to go to (Orange Coast College) who plays guitar, and we are planning on jamming sometime this week. I have accepted God in my life, but i am not a preacher. I have yet to go to church for the very first time. I am nearly finished reading Anne Rice's The Witching Hour. And i have been going to the gym regularly at least 3 times a week for the past 2 weeks, and this week will be no exception. I am going through the beauty process. And i have not been depressed. Things have changed so much. I feel happier about myself, even though i still wish some things would change, and drama is so out, and i am pretty near to being stress-free. Good. I felt like having an update. Welp, eat my entry, folx. It may be a while 'til i make a new one.
-Jono
-Jono