Jul 22, 2004 10:25
Hey. I am sad. I don't know why. I just don't feel loved anymore. I feel so alone. Since me and Andrew broke up, I have met some guys, but none that really mean anything. I need to feel special again. I don't feel anything. I want to feel beautiful again. I want someone to make me feel happy. Maybe just a guy friend who can give me some attention that I need so bad. I crave attention 24 hours a day. I need it all the time. I need someone in my life who wants to spend everyday and every minute with me. I need that more than anything right now. I need to get happy.
Well, actually, I am going to Magic Mountain tomorrow. It should be a blast. I am excited. My best friend Allison has 2 tickets so we are going to go tomorrow and spend all day and all night there. I will let you know how it goes. IF anyone ever reads this damn thing anymore.
Well, josiethekittty, have a great day! thanks for letting me write!