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I miss travelling so so much. I'm sat here in a towel reading all of my emails from various people remembering the people and places.
I miss it terribly.
Coming back to dark, rainy England hasn't helped. I love seeing freinds and family... but the novelty has well and truely worn off. I miss Woods, Nick and Leesh. I miss laughing all the time. I miss having everything and nothing to do. I miss being flat broke and not knowing where i'm going or what i'm doing or who with (if anyone) . I miss everything.
Woody emailed this morning - I can't wait to see him again.
I miss Trent. I'm not sure of anything regarding Trent - I just know that I want him with me all the time. I miss him so much.
Saw everyone on one of my first nights back - Ross surprisingly gave me a massive hug and asked me lots of uestions and actually looked quite interested.He then told me how great him and Katie were going, and a few drinks later proceeds to hold my hand and touch my leg under the table.
Headfuck.
First few days back were a bit odd. I found out that Stew has a brain tumour. How can a fit, healthy 23 year get a fucking brain tumour? He has surgery soon. He's so positive.
Ignorance was bliss.
I miss it terribly.
Coming back to dark, rainy England hasn't helped. I love seeing freinds and family... but the novelty has well and truely worn off. I miss Woods, Nick and Leesh. I miss laughing all the time. I miss having everything and nothing to do. I miss being flat broke and not knowing where i'm going or what i'm doing or who with (if anyone) . I miss everything.
Woody emailed this morning - I can't wait to see him again.
I miss Trent. I'm not sure of anything regarding Trent - I just know that I want him with me all the time. I miss him so much.
Saw everyone on one of my first nights back - Ross surprisingly gave me a massive hug and asked me lots of uestions and actually looked quite interested.He then told me how great him and Katie were going, and a few drinks later proceeds to hold my hand and touch my leg under the table.
Headfuck.
First few days back were a bit odd. I found out that Stew has a brain tumour. How can a fit, healthy 23 year get a fucking brain tumour? He has surgery soon. He's so positive.
Ignorance was bliss.