long ass shit.. so .... DEAL WITH IT !!!!!!
hmm.. fine tasha and brooklyn!!.. i'll freaking update.. sheeesh.. kabob. okay.. so.. things have been really retarded lately.. cuz VBS drives me crazy sometimes.. little kids are driving me nuts.. me and pamela have been very patient up until recently.. and seriously... we let so much go.... but today.. damn.. i kind of got hurt.. cuz a certain parent was totally not being cool.. ( NOT MY FAULT YOUR KID IS A SPOILED BRAT WITH AN ATTITUDE!.. WHO BY THE WAY.. COULD PASS FOR THE DEVIL'S OFFSPRING!! akj ALJFLAKFJALKJ!!!!!) blech.. whatever.. i dont care. i'm over it.
anyway.. some things are looking up..
1.) new car.. scion xA... manual... me and jamie are gonna be some hot stick drivers...
2.) me and david traiger are cool now.. talked for a bit.. so at least thats good
3.) future car for me.. woo hoo. second hand.. but whatever...
4.) future east coast trip:.. i seriously need a summer fling with some cute northerner with an accent
5.) halo fucking rocks.. i love that game.. xbox all next year.. my grades are gonna plummet
6.) gfcrew.. damn.. we've been hanging out EVERY damn day...
7.) napoleon dynamite.. love it or hate it.. i dont care .. cuz that shit was pretty funny...liger..tigon...what the FLIP ( freaking jamie.. stop asking!).... oh damn.. and that last sequence with jamaroqui.. or however the fuck you spell it... hilarious... and only NOW i find out they have a new extended ending.. fuck!!!.. fuck fuck shit fuck.. should have waited a week...
realization: i think i was born one or two years too early...
why are all the cute boys younger than me.. damn you number 35 for CV.. damn nick is cute..... a few more years.. and these boys will be legal.. and i'll still be the "older woman".. take it back.. im loving this!!
bittersweet realization: i fucking love the GFCrew... but you know what sucks though.. we all cant just get over shit and just fucking hang out all TOGETHER.. last week.. and yeah i'm gonna say it.. and i hope YOU ALL see it.. and i really dont give a rats ass what happens cuz yall need to read it.. cuz we ALL TALK ABOUT IT... but damn.. i hate this shit between hazel and tash.. seriously.. needs to get squashed.. FOR REAL.. i realized something during that circle of prayer we had for auntie eldine.. i realized how much we all in the end really care about each other and all the bullshit we go through is just part of being friends..our parents always ask us if we're all gonna remain friends.. and i always think about how the obvious answer is always yes.. cuz its the fucking damn truth.. and having to switch weekends with hazel and tash is just plain fucking ridiculous..plus it just rips people apart and forces your other friends to choose sides.. we dont want too.. we love you guys both... so yeah .. we may have all drifted somewhat in the past year or so.. and we're not as close.. but when we're together, all that shit is just gone and its like all those months apart never happened.. do youknow how good it felt to have hazel over when we stayed at amy's.. or tash at the game for derek's last weekend and how in the end how much it sucked that we werent all together...i dont know when this is gonna get fixed.. but hopefully soon.. cuz we as all friends....seriously love you guys.. and from me.. damn.. i seriously love you guys and wish things could just get better..cuz we all know.. if it came down to it.. if we needed one another.. we'd be there in a second.. we're family.. we're friends.. and most of all we're just better then that... God willing i hope we always will be friends.....
anyway.. some things are looking up..
1.) new car.. scion xA... manual... me and jamie are gonna be some hot stick drivers...
2.) me and david traiger are cool now.. talked for a bit.. so at least thats good
3.) future car for me.. woo hoo. second hand.. but whatever...
4.) future east coast trip:.. i seriously need a summer fling with some cute northerner with an accent
5.) halo fucking rocks.. i love that game.. xbox all next year.. my grades are gonna plummet
6.) gfcrew.. damn.. we've been hanging out EVERY damn day...
7.) napoleon dynamite.. love it or hate it.. i dont care .. cuz that shit was pretty funny...liger..tigon...what the FLIP ( freaking jamie.. stop asking!).... oh damn.. and that last sequence with jamaroqui.. or however the fuck you spell it... hilarious... and only NOW i find out they have a new extended ending.. fuck!!!.. fuck fuck shit fuck.. should have waited a week...
realization: i think i was born one or two years too early...
why are all the cute boys younger than me.. damn you number 35 for CV.. damn nick is cute..... a few more years.. and these boys will be legal.. and i'll still be the "older woman".. take it back.. im loving this!!
bittersweet realization: i fucking love the GFCrew... but you know what sucks though.. we all cant just get over shit and just fucking hang out all TOGETHER.. last week.. and yeah i'm gonna say it.. and i hope YOU ALL see it.. and i really dont give a rats ass what happens cuz yall need to read it.. cuz we ALL TALK ABOUT IT... but damn.. i hate this shit between hazel and tash.. seriously.. needs to get squashed.. FOR REAL.. i realized something during that circle of prayer we had for auntie eldine.. i realized how much we all in the end really care about each other and all the bullshit we go through is just part of being friends..our parents always ask us if we're all gonna remain friends.. and i always think about how the obvious answer is always yes.. cuz its the fucking damn truth.. and having to switch weekends with hazel and tash is just plain fucking ridiculous..plus it just rips people apart and forces your other friends to choose sides.. we dont want too.. we love you guys both... so yeah .. we may have all drifted somewhat in the past year or so.. and we're not as close.. but when we're together, all that shit is just gone and its like all those months apart never happened.. do youknow how good it felt to have hazel over when we stayed at amy's.. or tash at the game for derek's last weekend and how in the end how much it sucked that we werent all together...i dont know when this is gonna get fixed.. but hopefully soon.. cuz we as all friends....seriously love you guys.. and from me.. damn.. i seriously love you guys and wish things could just get better..cuz we all know.. if it came down to it.. if we needed one another.. we'd be there in a second.. we're family.. we're friends.. and most of all we're just better then that... God willing i hope we always will be friends.....