May 15, 2010 23:03
I've decided to scrap the fic I was talking about earlier. Any fic that sends me where that one did and causes me to have the kind of day today was isn't worth it. I should enjoy what I write - there was nothing enjoyable about that fic once that became part of it. Not the man so much as the stigma. I should be over it after 9 years, I know, but I'm not entirely and I think part of it is because the anniversary of that particular night was 9 years to the week ago.
Anyway, I do already have another idea to replace it - it kinda just came to me when I was thinking about what to watch tonight to put myself in a better mood. Already it's helping so we'll see. :)
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