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why does God paint a Giant bull's eye print on my stomach and let this fucking ridculous bullshit be over. I seem to be nothing right this summer and i am just tired of it. Every night i seem to be able to piss someone esle off and i am starting to think either moving to brooklyn is a good idea since i will keep my old nonna company and i can just get on the train to class and to rugby practice. If i am in the city then i won;t need a car and i can find a part time job that i can use to keep occupied on my days off from school. Urgh who i am kidding i would hav to move everything to brooklyn and i don;t know how that will go. I wish that i did not feel i have to crawl into a whole at home. Apparently how i behavior and my lifestyle is not up to par and i could be perfect and it would still not matter.
this is my rant.
this is my rant.