Whatever you want it to be
Hey it's been awhile since i've updated but i just figured it was about time* This summer is going by way to fast school is already about to start again* I'm going to be in the 11th grade i'm so scard* I feel like it's a mistake I should still be in 8th grade* Those were the good days you really didn't have much to worry about then* But now so many things school work guys and my family that's all I ever think about anymore* I get so worry about college what if i get in there and i freak out and then i drop out then what will I do*
I've been thinking a lot about things here lately* I want to do something to better myself* I feel like I'm a bad person like I'm just a screw up and everyone knows it* Everytime I do something I change my mind and i freak out and tell everyone to just forget it ever happen I guess i figure it would be better that way if no one ever knew it happen* I don't want ppl to think i'm a bad person* I just need to stop thinking about these things* It's like no matter how bad someone has done me I still care about them and I know I should just hate them but I don't I try and I try but I can't* I just don't know what to do* I need to many things* I really just need someone I can trust to talk to that would be great many I'll find someone* who knows I know that i don't* But I guess I'm going to go to bed it's almost 5 n the morning so if this don't make any since there is two reasons one it's really late and two I just needed to get some stuff out* So it makes sinces to me* Good night or Good morning*
Josie
I've been thinking a lot about things here lately* I want to do something to better myself* I feel like I'm a bad person like I'm just a screw up and everyone knows it* Everytime I do something I change my mind and i freak out and tell everyone to just forget it ever happen I guess i figure it would be better that way if no one ever knew it happen* I don't want ppl to think i'm a bad person* I just need to stop thinking about these things* It's like no matter how bad someone has done me I still care about them and I know I should just hate them but I don't I try and I try but I can't* I just don't know what to do* I need to many things* I really just need someone I can trust to talk to that would be great many I'll find someone* who knows I know that i don't* But I guess I'm going to go to bed it's almost 5 n the morning so if this don't make any since there is two reasons one it's really late and two I just needed to get some stuff out* So it makes sinces to me* Good night or Good morning*
Josie