terrible day
so today actually started off alright excpet i think i did bad on spanish but yeah the worst thing you can do to someone is lead them on cuase it makes them all happy cuase they think u like them or u say u like them and then u turn around and ask someone else out? wat the hell is wrong with guys i hate them so much serousy guys wat wrong with me wat like annoys u about me i want to know cuase every guy that i like for a long time lieks me too at one point then just starts hating me or liking someone else i dont get it at all so yeah i really dont want to go to school and see him and her together god shes not that pretty i dont understand i mean i no im not that pretty but wat happend? one day u care and the next you dont? guys are such shits and they always make me feel like shit im going to become a nun with Jackie and never deal with them or im just going to start liking gay guys so i know when they reject me its jsut cuase they like guys i hate valentines its the most commercial crap holiday and is just made to make money and depress people i know i shouldnt care but i do its not my fault its just instinct and of corse i thought for once i might have a guy on valentines but noooo i seriously dont get it if anyone can tell me wats wrong with me please do cuase this always happens ugh he was such an ass about it too i mean at least have the balls to tell me that u go out with her dont let me hear it from someone else god wat is wrong with this world i really dont want to get up in the morning o watever shes better off for him neway cuase shes a bitch adn hes an ass so it works god i hate life so much and yeah bonnie he would be # 3 cuase hes the only decent guy ive ever known even if he is slightly gay who cares god i jsut cant believe hed do that that asshole and yeah why would i think for once he might like me back wat is wrong with me don ti know that everyone i like doesnt like me back?? someone please talk me out of whoever i like next