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May 24, 2005 19:51

So lets see um nothing has happend this weekend my sisters dance recital was saturday big party haha dirtyy pop! haha yeahh um and sunday shcool party! me and blakes pizza was definatly the best and then yea thats about all o we got sweatshirts for doing MPCC summer swimming i was like o0o0o yay!

Sarahs Bday dinner yesterday! lots of fun i definatly ate way too much though im going to get fat really soon its bad my thighs definatly have cellulite its not pretty i suppose i dont have any self control though its really bad since track is over all i do is go home and eat lots and lots i should be like excersing and layin out for my bathingsuit but its too much work ill just look crappy its not like ill look to hot this summer with my chipmunk mouth

By the way i am absolutly dreading my upper jaw surgery dont ask why i have to have it my jaws just not aligned right but yeah everyone should send me card and bring smoothies and ice cream to me but the worst is that i still have to have braces for 3 monthes afterwards godd i want them off i look soo much younger with them and saying their clear u cant see them is like saying i look the same without them so yeah its not a great thing to say that

ive been a bitch too people lately maybe its just that im tired and its too much work to act nice it bugs me so much when people say something stereotypical about something like more than anythin it seems to piss me off latley so dont metion anything of the sort to me ill probaly get in an argument or snap at you

O something else that has been bothering me latley and it may contradict my last statement but some people these days seem to give people more oppurtunites or let them off easier if they are ethnic i mean u have a better chance of gettin into certain colleges if your hispanic and the only reason niema won americas next top model is becuase she was ethnic and kayln wasnt its annoys me how there can be like african american groups but if there was a white group we would be considered racist jsut cuase of our past but i suppose it goes both ways cuase there are still retards out there who are white and racists hmph but yeah

i should work on my TKAM project ughhh i hate english even though i got the highest grade again on my test! hehe sry to brag guys

Im sry if i hurt you i really didnt mean to im sry if i ever lead you on im really not a good person really all i would ever do is hurt you your to good for me trust me youll find someone better but i really am sorry
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