Merry Christmas
Merry christmas to everyone, may the new year bring lots of alcohol and fun :)
On that note...
I honestly have no idea what love is and I couldn't begin to explain it to anyone, but somehow I feel like I'm falling deep into it. How does something that you don't know about affect you, I thought what you don't know won't hurt you, guess thats no good.
When we're apart things are different, I feel like Im missing out on something, and I feel weird, not lost or anything, just like something is missing. Then when we're together nothing else matters and its bliss, we crack up and have an awesome time, I love his friends and its like having this great friend I can cuddle with.
Sometimes I'll be laying alone in my bed falling asleep, and I'll feel like he's next to me, or I'll just suddenly think about him and smile. I'm confused about the feelings just because im scared for what could happen at this point, everything is just so fragile, but I know he's what I want and he's what I need.
All I know for sure is that I'm happier these days.
The sappy note to this post is due to the fact that I have a small candle next to a glass of wine while kenny chesney is playing in the background, great setting for it :)
On that note...
I honestly have no idea what love is and I couldn't begin to explain it to anyone, but somehow I feel like I'm falling deep into it. How does something that you don't know about affect you, I thought what you don't know won't hurt you, guess thats no good.
When we're apart things are different, I feel like Im missing out on something, and I feel weird, not lost or anything, just like something is missing. Then when we're together nothing else matters and its bliss, we crack up and have an awesome time, I love his friends and its like having this great friend I can cuddle with.
Sometimes I'll be laying alone in my bed falling asleep, and I'll feel like he's next to me, or I'll just suddenly think about him and smile. I'm confused about the feelings just because im scared for what could happen at this point, everything is just so fragile, but I know he's what I want and he's what I need.
All I know for sure is that I'm happier these days.
The sappy note to this post is due to the fact that I have a small candle next to a glass of wine while kenny chesney is playing in the background, great setting for it :)