Life
My life is an unfinished novel, and I wish I could just skip to the end to see what happens.
All I want is to feel loved, needed, like I exist for a reason... too much work.
Im so fucked up that I want what I don't have and what I have I don't need. Why can't things be cut and dry, just there.
People I take an interest in are people who aren't in it for the long haul. People who take an interest in me aren't my type. So I'm left alone, cold, undeserving.
Everytime I fall for a guy he's already fallen for someone else. Everytime a guy falls for me, I move out of the way and let him hit the ground.
I hate myself and I'd honestly pack up and move to california right now if I knew I could make it. Get me out of here, get me away from my pathetic life, I have no family, no significant other, no reason to be here.
All I want is to feel loved, needed, like I exist for a reason... too much work.
Im so fucked up that I want what I don't have and what I have I don't need. Why can't things be cut and dry, just there.
People I take an interest in are people who aren't in it for the long haul. People who take an interest in me aren't my type. So I'm left alone, cold, undeserving.
Everytime I fall for a guy he's already fallen for someone else. Everytime a guy falls for me, I move out of the way and let him hit the ground.
I hate myself and I'd honestly pack up and move to california right now if I knew I could make it. Get me out of here, get me away from my pathetic life, I have no family, no significant other, no reason to be here.