Happy and loving it :)
Is it possible that I am actually posting an entry with the word "happy" in the title? Sure am :) and it should have been done sooner.
Life is almost close to being great again, I was given a raise at work to stay and not continue on with a new job offer, I got to see Cambria after what seemed like forever not having her around, my grades are back to normal, and things are looking good for the future. I am a little wore down from everything, starting off rocky and all and wasting massive amounts of energy where I shouldn't have but hey, I'm strengthening back up.
Uptown last night was awesome, I realized how much I have become a part of my own society where in the past I kind of took the outside role, looking in at how everyone else was involved and just wondering what it was like. Up on stage with a great guy (aw) and the awesome U of T entourage that comes. Not to mention my Siena and Adrian friends who found their way out last night. Things just came together and I had the best time yet, and for it being a tuesday night, well that speaks well for many things.
So yeah, definately met a guy a few weeks ago when I went out with Justin and Mike, love you guys to death :). He's so awesome, its been good times all the way so far, and I want to see where else it goes. I guess I kinda feel bad right now though just because I'm pulling someone else into this mess I call my life, yeah I'm cleaning it up and getting organized again, but still. He makes me smile and at the end of the day it helps out a lot. Right now, Cambria is the only person who really knows me and can judge me on stuff before I even think about it, so it's all her to make sense of this :).
Party friday night, can't wait. Party next friday, also can't wait for that. I need this and I need to get wasted :).
Life is almost close to being great again, I was given a raise at work to stay and not continue on with a new job offer, I got to see Cambria after what seemed like forever not having her around, my grades are back to normal, and things are looking good for the future. I am a little wore down from everything, starting off rocky and all and wasting massive amounts of energy where I shouldn't have but hey, I'm strengthening back up.
Uptown last night was awesome, I realized how much I have become a part of my own society where in the past I kind of took the outside role, looking in at how everyone else was involved and just wondering what it was like. Up on stage with a great guy (aw) and the awesome U of T entourage that comes. Not to mention my Siena and Adrian friends who found their way out last night. Things just came together and I had the best time yet, and for it being a tuesday night, well that speaks well for many things.
So yeah, definately met a guy a few weeks ago when I went out with Justin and Mike, love you guys to death :). He's so awesome, its been good times all the way so far, and I want to see where else it goes. I guess I kinda feel bad right now though just because I'm pulling someone else into this mess I call my life, yeah I'm cleaning it up and getting organized again, but still. He makes me smile and at the end of the day it helps out a lot. Right now, Cambria is the only person who really knows me and can judge me on stuff before I even think about it, so it's all her to make sense of this :).
Party friday night, can't wait. Party next friday, also can't wait for that. I need this and I need to get wasted :).