Tired.....

[joshxy]

I'm tired of feeling like i mean nothing to this world.
I'm tired of feeling like if I died it wouldnt make a difference.
I'm tired of feeling like theres no where to turn.
I'm tired of being the "let down."
I'm tired of not being good enough.
I'm tired of hurting people because im so disgusted with myself.
I'm tired of taking my own problems out on everyone else.
I'm tired of knowing I can be happy but not taking action.
I'm tired of being scared to care.
I'm tired of knowing I'd do anything for her, but holding myself back.
I'm tired of being negative, but at the same time I dont wanna be positive.
I'm tired of being a dissapointment to my family.
I'm tired of always being the bad guy.
I'm tired of the way people are these days.
I'm tired of having to chose sides because none of my friends are friends with each other...and thats just not fair for me.
I'm tired of laying in bed thinking I dont want to wake up.
I'm tired of not having somebody.
I'm tired of my hometown.

I'm tired of this.