Happiness.
I kept wondering...why aren't I happy anymore? Why does everything remind me of her?
And I've realized that she is the only true thing that makes me completely happy. Yes my friends do, and there was other people who did, but even with them I found myself getting sad because all I've ever wanted is HER.
Anyone who truly knows me say they cans ee it in me. And I know its true. My whole world seemed to spin smoother when she was in it. And when I lost her I felt I lost everything. I was completely miserable without her. SHE was my reason for being unhappy. Not her, but because she wasnt here.
I've never known until now how much a girl can impact my life. Not just the girl, but the REAL, TRUE, UNDYING love that I have for her.
I could never explain how much she means to me. It couldnt be put into words. I barely understand myself. Its ridiculous actuallyy. Every single second, of every minute, of every hour, of her day...she is on my mind. Its non-stop. And the only time I feel complete is when Im holding her in my arms. Just the sound of her voice makes the whole world melt away...and its only me and her.
All I know, is that I need this girl for the rest of my life....and that I will do whatever it takes for that to become true.
Despite what people think, say, despite their comments and criticism...I know that I am truly in love with this girl. And I WILL NOT let anyone take this away from me. From US.
Shes the best that has ever happened to me. And is the biggest thing about my life. And if somebody can not except her, then because she is a part of me, I do not want their acceptance.
I am so lucky, and know this, for having the msot amazing beautiful girl in the world, and nothing will tear that apart. Nothing in this world.
Brooke, I love you.