Mar 05, 2006 01:59
its funny.
Hope is the last thing I want to give up, but the first thing on the list of what will fix my problems.
Dear Boy,
Youve done it again.
Seriously.
What are you thinking?
You say "all or nothing", but you constantly get trapped somewhere between making a move and fear of rejection.
The thing is, you know better.
In your heart you know there isnt a chance, but you cant help but hope.
damn you, hope.
damn you.
its stupid.
You go through the same routine over and over again.
With the same EXACT outcome.
Im done with this entry.
Im done with this way of life.
goodbye.