met someone new today
had a good time
i've started eating more
depression (not really)
saturday is goign to be awesome
lost my keys
i was without a cell phone for 17 hours
nearly died without it
lots of hours at the lobster
bartending is life
sometimes, i just don't understand
i hate getting mixed signals
i hate wanting what i'll never have
i hate the way i act sometimes
i hate the things i do sometimes
i hate money and the lack of
i hate stereotypes
i hate failed commitment
i hate that i hate so much
why can't there just be that one person?
the one that breaks all the rules
the one who isn't afraid
the one that lets me be me
the one who comes back after the hookup
the one who is loyal and trusting
the one i snuggle with at night
the one i cook dinner for
the one to who i can be the one