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I get it. i get how you pleaded with me, asking me to stay. uni sucks. it's hard. the last thing anyone needs really is an asshole calling it quits whining about his own life. it haunts me every day. i think about my own struggles and start to wonder how it must've felt for you. everything, g. everything reminds me of you. i hide our things, i pretend it never existed, but in fact once in a while, i just cant help but open it.
and then i see what i threw away.
Regret is one thing i have to live with for god knows how long, and theres nothing to do but push on.
i pray i never bump into you not because i hate you, but its the opposite. its because if i do ill always hate myself. more so than i do right now.
im sorry.
thats just the one thing in my life i shouldve changed.
and then i see what i threw away.
Regret is one thing i have to live with for god knows how long, and theres nothing to do but push on.
i pray i never bump into you not because i hate you, but its the opposite. its because if i do ill always hate myself. more so than i do right now.
im sorry.
thats just the one thing in my life i shouldve changed.