Dear god make the pain stop.....
i have a dental issue.. ive had it for a while... my lower left wisdom tooth got chipped.. and its eroded itself into it being allmost completely disentegrated (well the part above the jawbone line)... i now literally have not 1.. not 2.. but FUCKING THREE EXPOSED NERVES!!! Thats right,, the erosion has worked its way into the roots... 3 of the 4.... and im keeping it as pristine and clean as over the counter cleaners can do... i even have a filling compound i bought thats a "Temp Filling" you can buy... its an odd plaster/silicone mix that has ibruprofien in it... well im allmost out of the stuff... it lasts for about a week.. and im down to emense pain when the filling erodes.... see my upper wisdom tooth above it is at a 45 degree angle to the side... so the string edge of that tooth impacts dead center of this one... in my sleep i grind my teeth and thats what caused the initial chip then crack then disentegration.... i would pull the tooth myself but i cant grapple it.. literally its eroded flush with my JAWBONE on one side.. yeah i took a razor blade to my gums to get them the hell away so i could clean my tooth.... boo fucking hoo its a blade and the flesh is not a necessity.. clean cuts dont hurt.... anyway yeah.. i cant grab it... and if i grab the half of the tooth that I can and pull that half is so weak it will just outright break off and ill have a decaying tooth below the jawbone level and below the gumline.. and my gums will try to grow over it and ill have an uncleanable internal infection in my JAWBONE.. meaning Bone infection.. and blood infection... which leads to DEATH.... dont believe me? look up Blood Infections.. any kind.... or particularly ones from tooth decay... they are lethal... but yeah my psuedo filling seems to do the trick... and worst case I have been tapping into my unlimmited supply of my parrents Darvecet... father passed away last october and has a few dozen of them still in his pill bottle.... im doing this for the pain cause its unbearable... its either the pill or Vodka... and the vodka is getting too expensive and taking more to get me hammered into unconciousness... luckily im smart enough NOT to mix the two.... ok its past midnight and I have to be up @ 7am to go to work... ill be working 10+ hours tomorrow... which should put me right at....(looks at time stub)52 hours *shrugs* next week ill be lucky to HAVE a day off... *smiles* yay! heaviest workload of the whole year and im in the most physical pain ive ever been in since I had a cyst on my spine that paralyzed me 8 years ago...
its 225 for the initial visit and all the x-rays.. then its going to be about 325++ to pull the tooth... all my current money is going towards my new appartment.. if you guys could pass the hat around and get my tooth surgically removed for christma id do anythingf or you guys.... and colin.. the pain is bad enough... I would sleep with freddie to have the tooth pulled... oh yeah.. it fucking hurts... its the nondiscriminatory orracular pain of vengance & tooth decay.. come to hammer my nerves into physical trauma so emense that masturbation will put me unconcious by the increased blood preasure triggering a trob in my jawbone..... *help me.... it hurts so bad.... >_<
~Lewis
its 225 for the initial visit and all the x-rays.. then its going to be about 325++ to pull the tooth... all my current money is going towards my new appartment.. if you guys could pass the hat around and get my tooth surgically removed for christma id do anythingf or you guys.... and colin.. the pain is bad enough... I would sleep with freddie to have the tooth pulled... oh yeah.. it fucking hurts... its the nondiscriminatory orracular pain of vengance & tooth decay.. come to hammer my nerves into physical trauma so emense that masturbation will put me unconcious by the increased blood preasure triggering a trob in my jawbone..... *help me.... it hurts so bad.... >_<
~Lewis