arg, stop thinking
well to start off i hate food. and i need to lern to controll myself. i ate like subway and i fell sooo fat rt now. arg. well any way, i find my self thinking if people are my frineds because of me, or because of the people i know. or possable because of what i am willing to do for friends. It just seems really strange to me rt now. i dont know anything it seems. I mean, i find my self asking, who do i really act. and ect. and i fell ugly, which i have been told is not true, but all the other guys here are like all skinny and muscles and im like the only fat guy here. its kinda depressing, so i am going to go on a diet and workout daily soo hopefully in 6 weeks ill be hot. I would just like a guy to approach me and like be. hay i get good vibes from you and want to get to know you. But that wont happen cause men are superfisal. ohh well. ne way, thats just my bitch fest. ok? bye.