Aug 13, 2005 03:28
eli knows what i mean. thank god for tear away the day calenders.
like a bears ass before hibernation, or even in the same vein as good ol' salvidor dali, i am and have been experiencing a expulsion jam. you see, bears gorge themselves with fatty and waxy foods before winter thus creating a "butt plug"{ so they dont shit themselves in their sleep}. dali would go years without painting, then stay awake for three months and "create" like there was no tomorrow. i dont write anything for months and now im experiencing a thought buildup in the ol' gulliver. cant write. too much thought. thought. thought. thouhgt. htuohgt. thguoht. thinking. thats what i meant. ive got so many thoughts going through my electrodes that i cant possibly express them all . best to chip away at the iceberg of my mind... get it down to size. then express. this is a good start.
shit has gone down kids. summer has happened.
fall fast approaches and where will i go? i dont know. no fucking clue.
maintain this mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra mantra.
breathe in... never out.
one day ill catch up with my thoughts, be able to express them like id want. or maybe one day ill slow down, so slow that ill actually understand them.
{the most relevant song for this moment is high and dry(radiohead)... but i wont get into it. not appropriate.}