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my life is a paradox. it just goes around in circles. it never ends. no matter what i do i just add to the problem. but the solution to the problem, is, in all actuality, the problem itself. therefore, there is no solution right? because no matter what i do i make the problem worse, and the solution is the problem itself, so how could you solve something that the solution is the actual problem? there is no solution. there cant be a solution. bc if there was, that solution would be the very destruction of mankind in itself. i want such a simple thing yet only someone like me would be able to screw soemthing as simple as this up. only i could do this wrong. and i had one chance already. and i didnt do anything. and that was probably my only chance. because im never going to get a second chance. i never get a second chance at anything. and this is the first time ive ever really had a chance, ever, with anything. too bad im a fuck up