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havent really updated in a while.. i ran for mr mhs today and im really scared that i didnt make it bc i didnt get a call neither did sean cohen or jordan friedman im scared. i really am nervous. i know im not gonna make it but i really want to. i was up so early bringing in my water bottles with my name on it trying to get teacher's votes n shit and walking around during the day. i honestly sincerely really want to be in this.. itd be so much fun. itd genuinely be the best week ever. i dont really care about that much anymore
i made the fashion show. that made me really happy. bc im a model. and even though i tried out half seriously half as a joke, im probably gonna do it bc it just seems cool. just call me derek. derek zoolander
ive been listening copeland nonstop since my friend gave me the cd.. its really really good. the entire cd. its just comlpetely insane. every single song is so good. i wish i could write songs like this. im just not good enough.
it seems like nothing this week is going right. it went up then has just gone down since then. and i dunno what to think anymore. i really dont. i thought i did but it just seems different each day. i know nothing is ever gonna happen and im gonna wind up where i began and having wasted time again and again like i always do. what id do for just once me not to be wasting my time.. but i always have. why do i even bother with myself. i know what i get myself into.. i just really hope this time something good happens. bc i need it
i think im pretty close to deciding on becoming a doctor.. like 70/30 now btwn doctor and lawyer/politician. so who knows
maybe more later.. i havent updated in a long time
i made the fashion show. that made me really happy. bc im a model. and even though i tried out half seriously half as a joke, im probably gonna do it bc it just seems cool. just call me derek. derek zoolander
ive been listening copeland nonstop since my friend gave me the cd.. its really really good. the entire cd. its just comlpetely insane. every single song is so good. i wish i could write songs like this. im just not good enough.
it seems like nothing this week is going right. it went up then has just gone down since then. and i dunno what to think anymore. i really dont. i thought i did but it just seems different each day. i know nothing is ever gonna happen and im gonna wind up where i began and having wasted time again and again like i always do. what id do for just once me not to be wasting my time.. but i always have. why do i even bother with myself. i know what i get myself into.. i just really hope this time something good happens. bc i need it
i think im pretty close to deciding on becoming a doctor.. like 70/30 now btwn doctor and lawyer/politician. so who knows
maybe more later.. i havent updated in a long time