Short Lived Joy....
Yeah well, good feeling I guess leave faster than when they came.
Now I am being told not to talk to him at all. I dont know if it was him who sent the message from his phone or her... All I know is that I have to see how long it will take me to be able to handle not hearing from him or talking to him......
I am home today with a sick little boy... but no worries... mommy is here.... he is napping right now which is why I can type this....
All I can say is.... why... oh why are people so cruel? How can people be so cruel to toher that didn't do a thing to them? I thought I found my prince since the first time was a flop... now the second time around and he wants to leave... I thought age was never an issue.... now I think for him it is.... and that may be why he has done this.... Either way, I made a committment and I dont think I am ready to go back on my promises... but I am getting closer though.....
I just miss his arms at night
and I hate her with a passion above any other.... I wish she was gone........
Now I am being told not to talk to him at all. I dont know if it was him who sent the message from his phone or her... All I know is that I have to see how long it will take me to be able to handle not hearing from him or talking to him......
I am home today with a sick little boy... but no worries... mommy is here.... he is napping right now which is why I can type this....
All I can say is.... why... oh why are people so cruel? How can people be so cruel to toher that didn't do a thing to them? I thought I found my prince since the first time was a flop... now the second time around and he wants to leave... I thought age was never an issue.... now I think for him it is.... and that may be why he has done this.... Either way, I made a committment and I dont think I am ready to go back on my promises... but I am getting closer though.....
I just miss his arms at night
and I hate her with a passion above any other.... I wish she was gone........