Alive... I am... I promise
I am alive... I am ok.... ITs been a rough road but I am surviving.... for the first time in a long time I went out with a few people and hung out til 2am.... it was good.
I have seen him a lot in the past few weeks. It has been so wonderful but it makes me sacred at the same time. I keep thinking that this is all a trick and something bad is about to happen. So I keep my wall up but I have let him into my world a little and I have been sleeping wonderfully..... I dont want this feeling to end.... I have been so happy with the messages and hugs.....
I love him so much.......
I have seen him a lot in the past few weeks. It has been so wonderful but it makes me sacred at the same time. I keep thinking that this is all a trick and something bad is about to happen. So I keep my wall up but I have let him into my world a little and I have been sleeping wonderfully..... I dont want this feeling to end.... I have been so happy with the messages and hugs.....
I love him so much.......