SCHOOLS BACK IN BLAH BLAH BLAH
Schools back in can I get a whoooo!!! lol yeah well Im not that excited because Im working my hardest to get the love of my life back and this is soo hard I will never try hard for another guy again!! I love this guy and I don't feel like I had a fair chance in the relationship as well as he did!But I don't know he said we argue too much but it was always my fault some relatioship advice don't wanna just piss ur boyfriend off because thats what I did and look where im at I mean me and him are friends and Im hoping maybe one day me and him can date again!! I see him everyday in school and it hurts me soo bad because I don't wanna go to school u would think u'd want to see ur ex but its soo hard he don't have a girlfriend and he always walks around with me but him not calling me his is sooo bad to me!
He is my first love for real I have never cried 3 weeks over one of my little flings he meant alot to me but I don't know how u could love somebody sooOo much and not realize what I had and straighten my lil ass up and we would probably still be together which I mean I don't know he says he still loves me and would date me but he said if we got in a arguement again me and him would never be friends again soo I just wanna be friends with benefits and not date any more guys for a while cause they're all the same in my eyez!!!
I had soo much fun at school today in first period my grlie Tiffani was there and me and her wrote notes back in forth during class!-lol-never paying attention how am I ever gonna graduate if I don't pay attention I do just not all the time there are other ways to get ur work done plus what were doing right now I already know how to do it and I was like screw this and I just starting talking which the teacher don't care as long as u don't distract him!!!
Then the bell rang and I went to all my other classes and today at Lunch these girls were fucking with my ex!Pretty funny but he was getting so pissed and I was laughing my ass off and he was soo mad and he was like I will get arrested cause I will slap that bitch I was like calm down OMG!! He was like no fuck that n I was like Josh but the point of all this is that he hates his face being touched or messed with and he will even hit me he is sooo abusive now n I don't know who the hell he thinks he is but I will fuck his little world up if he wants to hit me again I hate arguing with him not soo I don't know how everything is going!!!
Im going to Mrs.Crystals tonight and going swimming and is gonna have soo much fun my grlie ty is coming over there and staying with us were gonna have soo mcuh fun!
ALSO JUST KEEP MY GRANDPA (MY DAD) in ur prayers because he is in the hospital cause he had a heart attack and he is recovering soo please just remember him and lift him up to god and whatever gods will be DONE!! GOOD BYE FOR NOW!!!
I ♥ JOSHUA MATTHEW BRAGGS FOR EVER AND ALWAYS!
I also love my daddy keep him in ur prayers!!!!