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Christmas with the family was good, as it always is.
I spent Christmas Eve with my Dad's family, then left and went to the midnight service with my Mom's family. Woke up this morning and looked out as fog rolled in over the ocean. Went to church again, and made it through church by staring out the window at the waves crashing against the rocks. Got a little nostalgic. Went home and opened gifts, then ate a fantastic dinner followed by games, pumpkin pie, and egg nog.
It was a Thomas Kinkade Christmas, talk about Kodak moments.
But for some reason everything felt off
It should've been a magical christmas like in years past, but it was all accompanied by a permanent sinking feeling in my stomach. I think I know where it's coming from, but I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like shit, and I really don't like it.
I really just want to be happy.
Could someone please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong? I'd really like to know.
Tomorrow I'm gonna go blow my christmas money on pretty things.
I think shopping is the one thing in my life that always makes me happy. I just hope it works tomorrow.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas. It's always been my favorite day of the year, and I hope your Christmases were as magical as every Christmas should be.
"Bye now.
You are fabulous creatures, each and every one.
And I bless you: More life.
The Great Work Begins"
-Prior Walter XXXIV(counting the bastards),
Angels in America
p.s. sorry for the emo post on x-mas
I spent Christmas Eve with my Dad's family, then left and went to the midnight service with my Mom's family. Woke up this morning and looked out as fog rolled in over the ocean. Went to church again, and made it through church by staring out the window at the waves crashing against the rocks. Got a little nostalgic. Went home and opened gifts, then ate a fantastic dinner followed by games, pumpkin pie, and egg nog.
It was a Thomas Kinkade Christmas, talk about Kodak moments.
But for some reason everything felt off
It should've been a magical christmas like in years past, but it was all accompanied by a permanent sinking feeling in my stomach. I think I know where it's coming from, but I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like shit, and I really don't like it.
I really just want to be happy.
Could someone please tell me what the fuck I'm doing wrong? I'd really like to know.
Tomorrow I'm gonna go blow my christmas money on pretty things.
I think shopping is the one thing in my life that always makes me happy. I just hope it works tomorrow.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas. It's always been my favorite day of the year, and I hope your Christmases were as magical as every Christmas should be.
"Bye now.
You are fabulous creatures, each and every one.
And I bless you: More life.
The Great Work Begins"
-Prior Walter XXXIV(counting the bastards),
Angels in America
p.s. sorry for the emo post on x-mas