Dec 07, 2007 04:14
Feeling very emo and overwhelmed about now. Lots of work has piled up out of nowhere, and I'm getting the familiar end-of-semester "I'm so stupid" feeling. I have a project or presentation due every day next week, followed by a week of finals. I'm notn really worried about DOING any of the things, I'm just worried about PREPARING for all these things. I have a few projects in Japanese to do, like two dialogues to prepare in front of the class, a speaking test just with sensei, a couple quizzes, and a skit. No big deal, really, because I know I'll get an A there. I have a test next week, and my HUGE marketing presentation. The marketing presentation is something that really scares me, because everyone in my group knows each other, except me. Also, I really haven't contributed, so I super suck. I jsut want to get it over with. It's always the waiting that gets to me. So here I am, almost 4.30 in the morning, stressing over school, and Mike's kicking back playing FF Tactics. I've decided I'm not studying for the dialogue I have for Japanese, because whatever part I memorize is the one that I DON'T say in front of the class. Why do the extra work?
To top it off, I have to go home this weekend, because my mom wants me home for Chanukah. Normally, that would be fine, but I can't USE any of the stuff that I get, because I'll be too busy. Of course, that's how it should be: I'm sure I'll put everything off to play Mario Galaxy or something. Just... I just need to make it another week. Then the worst will be behind me.