Oct 30, 2006 02:36
So today was a pretty fun day..i guess.. i met a new boy... blah blah blah
Does life ever feel like your standing on the outside looking in?
So..er..yea His name is nate he's 20, he's really cute and nice and yadda yadda yadda
Like i know i don't need a man in my life and all that jazz those losers who cant get anybody solicit, but i honestly cant help but feel so giddy, nervous and like emily new.. i mean a 12 yr old girl when it comes to guys...
We met up then went out to jason's deli in wdsm.. then dicked around at border's for a while waiting to kill time before we went and saw the worst movie ever.. lol.. while at borders i saw dan bradley.. working.. ODD! lol
so after we worked our hardest not to fall asleep to kirsten dunst's lackluster performance as miss-no-head-antoinette we got coffee and went our separate ways.
i then proceeded to gorge myself on greasy, lethal, nasty fast food.. why? i dont know..god it seems i have no self control...
so i really dont KNOW about nate.. however why i just said that is pointless, and i really shouldn't care but i cant explain my feelings.. ok that sounded odd.. i wish i knew how to read people better... or lack thereof
**sigh**
I KNOW.. lol i should go take my medicine that'll probably make me feel a lot less melancholy
i will ttyl
josh
xoxoxo