I'm not being a bitch here. I'm just ranting a few things.
We haven't talked in over a week and its pissing me off....along with other little things that are happening.
My frustration is not aimed towards him, just the situation itself. I just hate waiting up untill 12:30 at night trying to call him when I know I won't get through because God knows why and then losing sleep and going to bed late unsatisfied and disheartened! And sleep is something I've learned to value immensly in the past few weeks because the less and less I get of it, the more and more I start to finally realize what it's doing to my health, stamina, and work ethic. I just want to talk to him for five minutes. Five measley minutes. Is that so hard to ask for?
Oh and you can make faces at me all you want, miss. I'm so sorry that you're too caught up in your own life and the way you think the world should magically revolve around you to see the truth of how you alienate those who are not in your "circle of friends" every single day to make yourself feel better about your inconsistencies. Wake up. You're an adult now and your reactions are only telling me how self-concience and utterly pathetic you can act. Not be. Act. As in acting like a bitch to those who have always been nice to you simply because your "circle of friends" may not like them. Pathetic.
Two more months.
Oh and i'm fine. Really. I just felt like writing my frustrations down.
My frustration is not aimed towards him, just the situation itself. I just hate waiting up untill 12:30 at night trying to call him when I know I won't get through because God knows why and then losing sleep and going to bed late unsatisfied and disheartened! And sleep is something I've learned to value immensly in the past few weeks because the less and less I get of it, the more and more I start to finally realize what it's doing to my health, stamina, and work ethic. I just want to talk to him for five minutes. Five measley minutes. Is that so hard to ask for?
Oh and you can make faces at me all you want, miss. I'm so sorry that you're too caught up in your own life and the way you think the world should magically revolve around you to see the truth of how you alienate those who are not in your "circle of friends" every single day to make yourself feel better about your inconsistencies. Wake up. You're an adult now and your reactions are only telling me how self-concience and utterly pathetic you can act. Not be. Act. As in acting like a bitch to those who have always been nice to you simply because your "circle of friends" may not like them. Pathetic.
Two more months.
Oh and i'm fine. Really. I just felt like writing my frustrations down.