That's what you get
I tell not when its of consequence, not for the most trivial reasons or slips of the tongue...
....I tell either because of the burden, when I can't carry all of it in my heart anymore, or when there's something to tell.
And there was something to tell, alright.
I'm sorry if I don't feel any guilt or remorse. Fine, I went behind your back. After you stabbed my friends in the back first, right?After you completely disregarded the feelings of others for your own little happiness?Go ahead, say I'm a bad friend. I honestly couldn't care less with regards to how you perceive me as a friend, because goddamn your yardstick is wayyy off the definition of a "good friend". You went behind everyone else's back. But then again it's not your fault that you just fall for any guy who pays attention to you, right?I used to tell people that maybe you just weren't good for relationships, but you were a good friend. What kind of a good friend lies to Pasia right to her face?!?You would've put a stop to your little charade as soon as you could if you really, truly cared about Pasia, Aki, or anyone other than yourself. We always have a choice, and after seeing the damage you've done first hand and knowing about your EXCELLENT track record, you seem to have a hugeee problem making the right ones. I know you aren't selfish, right?You just do this to every single person who has trusted you and in every relationship you've been in??? You tell me not to judge you for one lapse in judgment, when your entire person is comprised of a very long chain of lapses in judgment!So where does the good lie? I know you won't defend yourself. I mean, five three-part text messages telling me that I "made things worse", but you "aren't trying to transfer the blame", and that you just "wish people wouldn't judge you or point fingers" isn't considered defending yourself and your mistakes, right?! OH MY GOD. You have very serious ISSUES. MAJOR ONES, for that matter. You need help, dear. If no one else has said this to you, then I'm glad I was first. :)
It's just funny how you destroy everything you touch.
Haha
....I tell either because of the burden, when I can't carry all of it in my heart anymore, or when there's something to tell.
And there was something to tell, alright.
I'm sorry if I don't feel any guilt or remorse. Fine, I went behind your back. After you stabbed my friends in the back first, right?After you completely disregarded the feelings of others for your own little happiness?Go ahead, say I'm a bad friend. I honestly couldn't care less with regards to how you perceive me as a friend, because goddamn your yardstick is wayyy off the definition of a "good friend". You went behind everyone else's back. But then again it's not your fault that you just fall for any guy who pays attention to you, right?I used to tell people that maybe you just weren't good for relationships, but you were a good friend. What kind of a good friend lies to Pasia right to her face?!?You would've put a stop to your little charade as soon as you could if you really, truly cared about Pasia, Aki, or anyone other than yourself. We always have a choice, and after seeing the damage you've done first hand and knowing about your EXCELLENT track record, you seem to have a hugeee problem making the right ones. I know you aren't selfish, right?You just do this to every single person who has trusted you and in every relationship you've been in??? You tell me not to judge you for one lapse in judgment, when your entire person is comprised of a very long chain of lapses in judgment!So where does the good lie? I know you won't defend yourself. I mean, five three-part text messages telling me that I "made things worse", but you "aren't trying to transfer the blame", and that you just "wish people wouldn't judge you or point fingers" isn't considered defending yourself and your mistakes, right?! OH MY GOD. You have very serious ISSUES. MAJOR ONES, for that matter. You need help, dear. If no one else has said this to you, then I'm glad I was first. :)
It's just funny how you destroy everything you touch.
Haha