my god, an entry

[joshers3]

so i don't use this thing too much anymore, but evidently i want to now. so, to catch you guys up a bit, hmmm... well, if you guys didn't know, Alicia broke up with me on January 13th, so more than two months ago. i think i wrote about that once. so, yeah... we kinda were still dating after that, more same thing as before just not bf and gf. it was confusing, i know. anywhoo, so the last time i saw her and the way things are going the last time i will probably ever see her was earlier this month, the 12th. so, we hung out and had a decent time, then she went home to take her brother somewhere. well, anywhoo, on the way she basically started to think about ending things with me. we talked later that night, but did she say anything about it? nope. not the next night either. or sunday until sometime technically monday early morning. we talked until 4:30ish that morning. fun stuff. told me about some guy that had asked her out, a friend at that point, who i had never heard about. yet, she was the one who often complained about me flirting with my friend Margarita, who has a bf. anywhoo, about 3 hours after we hung up, she started dating this guy (Robert). who, well, i guess it's not important. anywhoo, so it still hurts a bit, but oh well. for a time, i thought she and i would really make it after getting through camp fairly unscathed. well, i was obviously wrong. so, yeah, i'm trying to basically take some baby steps to recovery. there is someone that i really, really like and it isn't someone new, but yeah, i'm not saying what her name is or anything about her, at least yet. hmm, what else is going on with me? well, i got a form for my graduation audit, so my god, i might actually graduate sometime this century, wouldn't that be nice? work is great other than some of the other supervisors and other people at times, but it's great for the most part. i've been running a little bit lately and trying to get back into that too, so that's been good. anyhizzle, if for some reason anyone has not heard the following cds, much less own them, then shame shame:
1. MCR- The Black Parade
2. Sherwood- A Different Light
3. NFG- Coming Home
4. AFI- Decemberunderground
5. Punchline- 37 Everywhere
yeah, those are probably my favoritest cds lately. i can't wait for a few, such as those of:
Daphne Loves Derby
Waking Ashland
Straylight Run
New Atlantic, kinda
The Weakend, oh god am i excited for that one, if those boys get signed to someone, *prays*
Every Avenue
MCS
etc
ok, peace out playas
peace and love,
the josh