kaytee
kept it real
I might be getting a scholarship. I need to put an end to that debt once in for all. I already know how to almost completely repair my credit. Joshy boy is hustling this week. I'm gonna call Franck out as a bullshitter if he is still lagging or doesn't give me an answer about my job. I'm going to find another job if so, even if that means working a skeezy ass job, I just won't tell people if I get a lame job and stack minimum wage for a while. I'm gonna save a lot of cash and get my life on track. If I had my shit together at age 16 there's no reason I can't do the same at 19 almost 20. I've been reaching out to all of my friends and making closer personal relationships. I had a really great nite with kate last nite. But I still think spending time with Sammi K. at Andy Howe's show was a lot more romantic and intimate, which is what I would prefer, although a party girl is fun once in a while. I have so much TIME this week. Nothing to important, there's no reason I can't win won of those scholarships if it is only based on my writing ability. I can't decide which of the 2 choices I shall pick, "Keys to Success" or the "Overcoming Obstacles" Scholarship. I'm leaning more towards the second one because right now is a point in my life where I have to overcome obstacles to be successful. I can't really right about the keys to success, because if I had them I would have opened the door a long time ago. YADA YADA YADA. I'm the lamest fuck. I'm getting one of those long pimp shower robes like Hugh Heffner, how pimp is that? I mean honestly. Does life ever feel like a game of dodgeball? I wish it was more like darts you hit the target and can't move.
I might be getting a scholarship. I need to put an end to that debt once in for all. I already know how to almost completely repair my credit. Joshy boy is hustling this week. I'm gonna call Franck out as a bullshitter if he is still lagging or doesn't give me an answer about my job. I'm going to find another job if so, even if that means working a skeezy ass job, I just won't tell people if I get a lame job and stack minimum wage for a while. I'm gonna save a lot of cash and get my life on track. If I had my shit together at age 16 there's no reason I can't do the same at 19 almost 20. I've been reaching out to all of my friends and making closer personal relationships. I had a really great nite with kate last nite. But I still think spending time with Sammi K. at Andy Howe's show was a lot more romantic and intimate, which is what I would prefer, although a party girl is fun once in a while. I have so much TIME this week. Nothing to important, there's no reason I can't win won of those scholarships if it is only based on my writing ability. I can't decide which of the 2 choices I shall pick, "Keys to Success" or the "Overcoming Obstacles" Scholarship. I'm leaning more towards the second one because right now is a point in my life where I have to overcome obstacles to be successful. I can't really right about the keys to success, because if I had them I would have opened the door a long time ago. YADA YADA YADA. I'm the lamest fuck. I'm getting one of those long pimp shower robes like Hugh Heffner, how pimp is that? I mean honestly. Does life ever feel like a game of dodgeball? I wish it was more like darts you hit the target and can't move.