ahhh shit

[joshabah]

its school time agen and life is an undesireable waste land of people that have no buisnues even breathing. in general i figure 1 in every 5 people just compleately suck at life! 4 out of 5 josh's agree i need new suroundings, new friends, new car new life just hit restart on my life im starting over. If mario can then i can too. like the bricks

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its like a green bananna its not ripe yet

[jonnicke_29]

what kinda entry is that josh? you just got you new friends in sean, and that group, always have eric. you have shannon who i think is the best thing that has come your way in a while. she keeps you in line and settle. in my opition. shes a keeper. i know a coupple months ago guys were going threw rough times. and when ever your name was brought when im shooting the shit with shannon i always had something positive to say. i wish you would be there for me as a brother in relationships. josh you have the POWER. i ask my self everyday why doest josh help me.i have my own believes. but i think you should. dont you want to see me happy? not to mention you have one effen bill. i mean your car yea does blow chuncks but i mean your only 22 your not sappost to be driving around in a caddy. i would gladly switch cars with you. i think you just need to continue with school and settle down, find a profession that suits you. maybe a lil more stable job. friends, partying and spegitti will be there after you education. you education wont wait for you. chill out with the spegitti anyway. i love it too but not everyday. its cool to do socially. im saying all this from experience. we both experienced alot in our life. but this past year i experienced lil more than you and it was a reality check. and a HUGE learning curve. heart breaks with bad batch, which really hurts, our uncle bob,grandpa,dad, my friend kieth, my friend tiff's dad who i knew. liveing in my car for weeks in the middle of a winter. not having a blanket. liveing with moe for a month. breaking my hole hand having surgery. and then come to find out i didnt have insurance, now oweing 16000. this hole "rachel" thing i have to deal with and have ppl idk ask me about it. that shit hurts my heart. threw all that i grew up alot. i realy dont takes for granted as much ne more. you know the saying the difference between successful people and unsuccessful are successful ppl are the one's who never give up. i know this may seem weird comming from butta baby but i guess its how the way things go. i mean i love ya josh. im here for you. always. can you say the same? idk all this may seem crazy but look who your talkin to. but ive changed. im not who i used to be.

Re: its like a green bananna its not ripe yet

[joshabah]

lol what the fuck is the power? jon believe me i know how you feel and it sucks. but dude im not complaining im a happy person for the most part. and the smoking is fun, but for sure undercontrol. and im ripping threw school like Vick runs threw "da bears." all is well my only concerns in life are that for grandma and grandpa, there old need help, and stephen and mackenzie, but they are younger andi can help them down the road. jon with you i, worry. why you ask, because of the things you've done and some of your, well you call them friends but they dont treat you like that. they dont talk you up for a hobbie or school. just bitch's and booze. and that life gets old fast. just go to school find some one cool and tear it up. girls and you only usually go untill you swallow yourt foot so far your shitting it back out agen. one helpful hint there is treating them like a god for atleast a week. and things may work, just remember not to do the following like you did with janet, dont embaras them, or not use lubrication, girls dont like that and next time it could result in you with a black eye next time. but any how dude i dont have much and i like helping you. just one thing just respect my stuff and we are all good. dont fuck on my bed then tell me you didnt, and dont lie to grandma about serious things she can only help. while mom only wants to hurt. see mom believes in tough love, which is good sometimes but most the time i dont know what shes even thinking. she needs to everything she can for us instead she would rather spend it on herself. " mom i need a car she gets mad says no then we got a pool , mom i need money for college no id rather have a 2002 monte carlo, mom i had sex with a donkey and my dick turned green. well that one didnt happen but you get the point. just have one philosoph on life, do every thing as good as you can. and do it smooth.