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I believe that everyone is here for a purpose. With this mentallity it is often much harder to discover what that purpose is. Before you can ever look for that someone to spend your life with you have to understand what you are doing with yourself. At this rate I may not ever be with anyone? What the hell am I doing? I can understand how people come down with diseases like dimensia or bi polar disorder. They are probably so damn bored with what they had goin on in reality. " I need something wlse to get me through this semi charmed kinda life." But drugs and alcohol don't work they just put you in a temporary state of disillusion.
I need something fresh. Something totally different. I don't know what to do with myself but I feel like I have the potential to feel really good about something. I can laugh and have a good time, I can even fall in love, maybe way too easily for that matter. But where does that get you.
It's kinda funny to hear everyone elses plan, too. Everyone is gonna be happily married with this many kids. They are gonna have this job where they choose their own hours and make millions. Get real. Maybe 5% or less... are you going to be one of that lucky percent? Everyone else just becomes the average American. Go to work, pay the bills, have a drink, go to sleep. And there is 2 weeks paid vacation every year, you can always look forward to that.
So what if I don't want to do that. What if I dont want to get married or have kids or make millions. What the hell do I do? I feel to strongly that we are all here for a purpose and I have this wierd maybe arrogant feeling that I was put here to do something special, something important. But I don't know what it is. I don't know where I'm going. All I know is that the wisest men know that they know nothing, so maybe I'm on the right track.
Your thoughts....?
I need something fresh. Something totally different. I don't know what to do with myself but I feel like I have the potential to feel really good about something. I can laugh and have a good time, I can even fall in love, maybe way too easily for that matter. But where does that get you.
It's kinda funny to hear everyone elses plan, too. Everyone is gonna be happily married with this many kids. They are gonna have this job where they choose their own hours and make millions. Get real. Maybe 5% or less... are you going to be one of that lucky percent? Everyone else just becomes the average American. Go to work, pay the bills, have a drink, go to sleep. And there is 2 weeks paid vacation every year, you can always look forward to that.
So what if I don't want to do that. What if I dont want to get married or have kids or make millions. What the hell do I do? I feel to strongly that we are all here for a purpose and I have this wierd maybe arrogant feeling that I was put here to do something special, something important. But I don't know what it is. I don't know where I'm going. All I know is that the wisest men know that they know nothing, so maybe I'm on the right track.
Your thoughts....?