when they raise the landing gear will your heart stay here?
so, its been approximately two months since my last journal entry.
: /
alot has happened.
and alot of nothing has happened.
i graduated.
i wrecked my car.
i started a band.
stuff like that.
so i was trying to get to sleep and i started thinking about all of the seriously deep shit i am in.
i have to pay tuition, car insurance, car repairs/deductibles, and rent, theoretically.
right now there are four dollars in my wallet, and i have 38 dollars and seven cents in my checkings account
and 100 dollars in my savings.
eh.
my mom thinks im a worthless bum.
she sees it fit to remind me everyday how badly i screwed up.
and how i need to find a way to pay for everything.
i really hate money.
i dont understand it.
its paper, its numbers.
i dont know.
my dad has my back as do my little sisters.
:D
this summer i just wanted to relax.
enjoy time with my friends, the majority of whom will be leaving in the fall.
i had a vision of staying up uber late and watching movies and swimming
and going to the beach and...
i dont know what i was expecting, i guess the alleged real world kicked me in the face.
or ass.
yeah the real world kicked me in the ass and then in the face.
so me and philip castro started a band.
i hope it works, weve got some serious stuff.
that kid is so talented, he has no idea.
every time we get together he impresses me even further.
it is a pleasure working with him.
music is bliss.
girls are being...well, girls are being whores.
no offense, its the best ive got at this hour.
i have not had a girl friend in over two years.
i guess i dont feel the need, or didnt feel the need.
there is alot going on right now.
i think i just needed to get some of this stuff out into the air.
now i need to get some sleep.
: /
alot has happened.
and alot of nothing has happened.
i graduated.
i wrecked my car.
i started a band.
stuff like that.
so i was trying to get to sleep and i started thinking about all of the seriously deep shit i am in.
i have to pay tuition, car insurance, car repairs/deductibles, and rent, theoretically.
right now there are four dollars in my wallet, and i have 38 dollars and seven cents in my checkings account
and 100 dollars in my savings.
eh.
my mom thinks im a worthless bum.
she sees it fit to remind me everyday how badly i screwed up.
and how i need to find a way to pay for everything.
i really hate money.
i dont understand it.
its paper, its numbers.
i dont know.
my dad has my back as do my little sisters.
:D
this summer i just wanted to relax.
enjoy time with my friends, the majority of whom will be leaving in the fall.
i had a vision of staying up uber late and watching movies and swimming
and going to the beach and...
i dont know what i was expecting, i guess the alleged real world kicked me in the face.
or ass.
yeah the real world kicked me in the ass and then in the face.
so me and philip castro started a band.
i hope it works, weve got some serious stuff.
that kid is so talented, he has no idea.
every time we get together he impresses me even further.
it is a pleasure working with him.
music is bliss.
girls are being...well, girls are being whores.
no offense, its the best ive got at this hour.
i have not had a girl friend in over two years.
i guess i dont feel the need, or didnt feel the need.
there is alot going on right now.
i think i just needed to get some of this stuff out into the air.
now i need to get some sleep.