Sep 20, 2005 19:46
oh wow.. i promised i was goign to update more here.
sorry i dont comment a lot at all on people's entries.. i jstu dont have time but i PROMISE i still read your entries and i do care about all of you.
everythings just been so busy lately. SCHOOL SCHOOL AND MORE SCHOOL. i hate it soo freaking much, i cant wait for this year to be over and it just started. i feel like im taking way too many hard classes yet i feel pressured to be taking them all and i dont want to drop cuz i'll feel like a failure to myself and my parents and my peers. i know it sounds ridiculous but thats just how i feel. so basically im going to be stressed out all year. my grades arent HORRIBLE but they're not as good as i would like them to be so i really have to work on bringing them up.
and i hope i'll still be able to have time for friends etc..
this year is hell
the end.
sorry thsi was just complaining, but i had to get it out somewhere.