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woke up at 4:00 in the morning and went to the hospital. my dad had a mild heart attack and honestly from the looks of it, it didnt look so mild. seeing your dad grab his chest every 10 seconds cuz of major heart pains isnt fun at all. seeing your dad on morphine with glossy eyes just reminded me of my grandma in my room the night before she passed away. its even harder when your dad is talking like hes gonna go. "josh, if anything happens to me you need to take care of your mom. you were always the strong one and i want you to make sure you finish school" later today their gonna run some tests to see how much of his heart is actually clogged. im hoping for the best. there gonna keep him in the hospital for however long they want cuz apparently their scared that he might have a major heart attack. as of right now nothing has changed, the morphine takes the pain away for some while but once the morphine fades it all comes back. we hope for the best cuz thats all we can do. bye guys<3
edit: bypass surgery was put into the picture. it all depends how bad it is. he was transferred to another hospital and i guess their running the tests. i really hope he doesnt have to go through surgery. my mom wouldnt be able to take it.
edit: bypass surgery was put into the picture. it all depends how bad it is. he was transferred to another hospital and i guess their running the tests. i really hope he doesnt have to go through surgery. my mom wouldnt be able to take it.