eat shit and live.

[josh_is_here]

im really depressed right now. i don't even have a clue why. i had a good night and everything. i think this happens whenever i stay up late. i've had so much anxiety lately, i can't remember being it this bad in a while. i'm trying to make myself not see this as a negative thing but just as something i need to get over. it just sucks when i've had a great day and then i just sporatically get all shitty and don't want to be around people.

all i really have to look forward to tommorow is band practice. im thinking christmas shopping might cheer me up. who knows, i may just become a recluse for the rest of the weekend. i supposed i haven't done that in a while. oh well.

christmas sucks. maybe that's what it is.