damn...today really blows!
So this morning i found out that a temp filling had completely fallen out of my teeth and i have a HUGE ass hole im one of my back teeth. I also stayed home sick today...not too good of a day. I told my mom that i need to see someone about it asap and she is coming to get me as i type this. I have an appointment at 1 and hopefully they will just fucking pull all the bad ones, im tired of it and dont care anymore. I always have to have xanex or some kind of relaxer to even let them be able to numb me, just because my heart beats too fast and matabilizes all the stuff they shoot me with. So its going to be a rough journey but it better fucking get fixed right this time! my teeth are sooo messed up, partially because i didnt take good care of them when i was little and then because when they were suppost to be fixed, the dentist messed up and didnt seal it right or something and made it worse. so now i have more metal and murcury in my teeth than is probably safe. Maybe thats why im so insane chelsea.
I was suppost to, and hopefully going to feel good enough to, spend some time with megan after she gets off tonight. But im not even sure if ill be back in town. I might have to stay for another apt tomorrow. so im sorry megan :( If im not going to be able to see you, ill at least call to talk a little while. Hope you are feeling ok, Im thinkin about ya deat :)
-god shouldnt have given us all teeth....he should have just given us all blenders!
I was suppost to, and hopefully going to feel good enough to, spend some time with megan after she gets off tonight. But im not even sure if ill be back in town. I might have to stay for another apt tomorrow. so im sorry megan :( If im not going to be able to see you, ill at least call to talk a little while. Hope you are feeling ok, Im thinkin about ya deat :)
-god shouldnt have given us all teeth....he should have just given us all blenders!