It only gets harder as things are more realized
This morning i woke up and thought last night was all a dream but then i realized my life was different and not for the good after lossing your best friend because u did something stupid you start to think about a lot of different things so all day long i have thought about it and thought about it and I was wrong it probably doesnt change anything and i still understand and dont expect to ever hear from her again but i just want her to know that i know I am a LIAR I know that i am and just want her to forgive me im not asking her to be my friend just im sorry and I want her to know that if she wereto ever talk to me again i would do my best and work as hard as i could to never lie to her or anyone else ever again I am an ASSHOLE to her all of the time and i want to change that I love her if she doesnt think i love her romantically then i hope she atleast knows i love her as a friend and it was the biggest mistake of my life to do something to compromise that I am everything she said i was (ecept gay i deffinately dont like guys) but everything else is true so again all i can say to her is please....