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why do i hurt people? why do i let myself indulge in meaningless acts? i love her, and i wish with all my might that we could be together, but we cant. i think i ruined something special forever last night. its not your fault, you didnt do a thing wrong. two different people, two opposing views, two different groups of friends... yet we love so much. why did we let ourselves love? why? it hurts not having you. i need you. and i ruined it.i can not think of a time that i have been more disgusted at myself. im so sorry bebe. please forgive me. i cant continue like this without you, though. it hurts too much.i wont think of it as a "break up". if you still love me, i want to be with you, but only when i know i can have you. i will not keep punishing you or myself for us not being together. i know thats alot to ask.
i learned some shit about a fucking whore yesterday.she is trying to fuck over my friend again. that whore needs to burn in hell, knowing that noone will care, or pity her. fucking slut.
i dsont know what i need right now. a hug. so. bad.
i learned some shit about a fucking whore yesterday.she is trying to fuck over my friend again. that whore needs to burn in hell, knowing that noone will care, or pity her. fucking slut.
i dsont know what i need right now. a hug. so. bad.