Something new I wrote.....
Dear Who ever cares,
I spent my last days like every other day. Cause I didn't know it would come to this, I didn't know I would go this far. I didn't get far in life at all. Something was holding me down, pushing me into this hole. I couldn't stand up for a breath of clean air. Down here everything is dirty, polluted, and black. Down here everything is already at an end. I tried to make a difference in this world, I tried to make you happy. You as in, Me. Me as in, You. But something was holding me down, I couldn't fight back. I couldn't get away from those eyes. Always watching me, always judging me. Black and White, looking down at me. I couldn't get away from their stare. Then I heard your voice. You only spoke one language, Love. But you was too late, I was already too far down in the hole. I was already at an end. Why did you watch me suffer for that long? Why did you wait until I was decaying to speak to me? Why were you holding me down? Why did you wait? Why did you wait?
