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Why do I always hurt the ones I love?
Maybe I am afraid, of being alone, but if I keep acting the way I do, I will be alone....
I am afraid, of everything.
I am afraid of you....
I am afraid of myself....
I never meant to hurt you....I never meant to be hurt...
I will try my best to make everything right, and I know it wont be right....
I messed up....
"I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me." - Sober by TOOL
hmmmmm......
I am worthless....
I am no one.....
I am nothing.....
I am the parasite.......
I'm sorry.....if there was only a way i could show oyu that i'm sorry...if there was only a way you could trust me again...but i'm full of lies.....
2014 better be the end....cause i can't handle 10 more years of this shit...
please God, let 2014 be the end........please.......
I don't want to be remembered....I don't want to be known...
I don't want to be here anymore.....
I will be praying for the end.....
Just come and take me away.....
They don't need me......
take me away........