wheres the magic?

[josh_axi]

been a long time

lot's and LOT'S has happened the past month's
ton's of good
and bit's of bad
but i dont think anything is bad
i think the bad things that happen shape you into a better
person and give you a better outlook on life
and give you powerful tools to use on different situations

knowledge is the most powerful tool in the universe
your mind is a sponge and the more you put in it
the more your going to have to apply to day to day life

i view people in a completely different way
i've gotten taken for granted and slapped in the face too many times

im getting what i've always wanted out of life
all i had to do was cross a few weak bridges
and take a couple hits on the way
but everything is worth any bad that ive had come of anything
i dont regret anything ive said or done to anyone
besides the fact that i used to be very un-appreciative to a few people in my life
and now if i could go back and do things a little different
i would be more thankful for the good things i had and didnt see

i have too much love
and too much observation on certain people and certain things
ive cut and run like a cancer
and im alot happier

people will hold on to you and suck everything you have out of you
and just when you think you couldnt have anything left to be taken from you
and you think there going to learn and show pitty
you get a kick to the ribs

human beings are way too selfish and stupid

i know who i can safely hold close to my heart
and who i can hold close to my brain and keep the gun on

i love my family and my friends

p.s.
sarah and squiggy are a god send

look a little closer at the things you have