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sometimes i hate my "old" friends....Mostly because they always seem to choose the "New" been around for a month friends over the ones who have been around since 5th grade....there through the tears, the drama, school...parties...life...
i wish i had just stuck up for myself back then, when even then i wasnt invited to parties, and you had no emotions towards leaving out the one person youd always come running to in the end...after all your "new friends" used you...and made fun of you..
i was the one sticking up for you when they talked shit behind your back. I was the one who always was there giving you advise when you asked, being excited together and happy...UGHHHHHHHH...nothing have changed. your still in high school, and your still a child. your never going to change. your never going to MEAN WHAT YOU SAY...
your life will always be a stage...and youll never feel something real because your always playing someone else...and unfortunitly for me, you have fucking hurt me again. Like you did when we were kids...
so ya...thanks asshole. at least i know how you really feel... 8 years of faking smiles makes me wonder how do you sleep at night
i wish i had just stuck up for myself back then, when even then i wasnt invited to parties, and you had no emotions towards leaving out the one person youd always come running to in the end...after all your "new friends" used you...and made fun of you..
i was the one sticking up for you when they talked shit behind your back. I was the one who always was there giving you advise when you asked, being excited together and happy...UGHHHHHHHH...nothing have changed. your still in high school, and your still a child. your never going to change. your never going to MEAN WHAT YOU SAY...
your life will always be a stage...and youll never feel something real because your always playing someone else...and unfortunitly for me, you have fucking hurt me again. Like you did when we were kids...
so ya...thanks asshole. at least i know how you really feel... 8 years of faking smiles makes me wonder how do you sleep at night