My Next Step...
So here i am at my new job. Kevin McGrath Insurance. I love it. Im not making the money i wish i was, but i feel like i can grow here and get accomplished what i need to while im here, at this point in my life.
Music is going well. I have a band practice tonight at 6. Andrew, Dave, Chris, Kevin, they are all coming over to learn MY music and get some shit together. Im so excited i really cant wait to get out of work. I really cant..
Last night Val and Alicia came over.. We had a nice girls night. Enjoyed some Cape Codders and i got to hear Alicia sing for the first time. It was a little emotional because it was her grandmothers Birthday..and she just passed a week ago. But we enjoyed eachother, and the music alot. I made them cry....and once again another two people sat me down and told me i could be big..a rockstar...i could make millions..
Once again i broke down crying. If people only knew how hard it is for people to "make it" to be seen and heard...its almost a joke. Its like...why try...the chances are as slim as the girls on TV...
Then again..i sing when i can. I do all i can for right now.
Im working two jobs...about 20-30 hours at Layne Bryant nights and weekends...and 40 hours at KM....monday - friday 9-430.... things are crazy and caotic...but it will be worth it when we are all caught up. Mikes still working with my dad but now we are getting steady weekly paychecks. See he is working with my dad at country side landscaping in chatham. I guess he loves it. We are both always tired...but we still party atleast once a week...
People come over all the time and im really excite about where i am in this game called life. Im in it...im working hard...im trying to do music..and im enjoying being 22. I dont think it gets much better for right now and i know this and im thankful.
the kittens are huge and Merlins like..a real cat now. Hes so big. Ashes is growing so fast. He is such a terror...i cant wait to have then fixed...i need to do that very soon.
Everything else is the same. Mom and dads doing well. We go over there at least once a week for dinner..Dani is doing her thing..making music apparently!!! lol :) i always like to hear that
other then that...life is just...busy
very busy. THats a good thing i guess....
OH...me and Kassi are friends right now. We have even hung out once.. It went really well. Though i dont expect her to magically be my friend, and nor do i think she will be, but its still nice to know that i can trust my boyfriend to be friends with her. She knows who i am..and i feel like we are sum what on the same level as People. She doesnt want drama and i dont want it either..and i think thats why we get along so well.......
we will see what happens. Im not a trusting person...but i dont have to trust her. I trust mike :) they dont hang out with out me anyways so...nothing to worry about
OHHHHHH LIIIIFE!!!!!
Music is going well. I have a band practice tonight at 6. Andrew, Dave, Chris, Kevin, they are all coming over to learn MY music and get some shit together. Im so excited i really cant wait to get out of work. I really cant..
Last night Val and Alicia came over.. We had a nice girls night. Enjoyed some Cape Codders and i got to hear Alicia sing for the first time. It was a little emotional because it was her grandmothers Birthday..and she just passed a week ago. But we enjoyed eachother, and the music alot. I made them cry....and once again another two people sat me down and told me i could be big..a rockstar...i could make millions..
Once again i broke down crying. If people only knew how hard it is for people to "make it" to be seen and heard...its almost a joke. Its like...why try...the chances are as slim as the girls on TV...
Then again..i sing when i can. I do all i can for right now.
Im working two jobs...about 20-30 hours at Layne Bryant nights and weekends...and 40 hours at KM....monday - friday 9-430.... things are crazy and caotic...but it will be worth it when we are all caught up. Mikes still working with my dad but now we are getting steady weekly paychecks. See he is working with my dad at country side landscaping in chatham. I guess he loves it. We are both always tired...but we still party atleast once a week...
People come over all the time and im really excite about where i am in this game called life. Im in it...im working hard...im trying to do music..and im enjoying being 22. I dont think it gets much better for right now and i know this and im thankful.
the kittens are huge and Merlins like..a real cat now. Hes so big. Ashes is growing so fast. He is such a terror...i cant wait to have then fixed...i need to do that very soon.
Everything else is the same. Mom and dads doing well. We go over there at least once a week for dinner..Dani is doing her thing..making music apparently!!! lol :) i always like to hear that
other then that...life is just...busy
very busy. THats a good thing i guess....
OH...me and Kassi are friends right now. We have even hung out once.. It went really well. Though i dont expect her to magically be my friend, and nor do i think she will be, but its still nice to know that i can trust my boyfriend to be friends with her. She knows who i am..and i feel like we are sum what on the same level as People. She doesnt want drama and i dont want it either..and i think thats why we get along so well.......
we will see what happens. Im not a trusting person...but i dont have to trust her. I trust mike :) they dont hang out with out me anyways so...nothing to worry about
OHHHHHH LIIIIFE!!!!!