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Well its a pool party, its a cool party...you had to be there to understand.
Saw the Hip yet again last night in Syracuse, and we were really close to them this time, it was fun to see Gord go nuts on stage like he always does.
I really just want to tell someone how much I miss them and how much they really mean to me, but I dont wanna come off as needy or crossing some unwritten boundary. Is that odd? I feel I have such a understanding and "comfort" level (in the respect of open-ness) w/this person it shouldnt matter and I feel dumb for acting like what seemingly appears as me being careful - walking on egg shells might fit the bill, and thats kinda retarded. Althought in reality I'm sure this person is totally and completely aware of what I just said, its more for me at this point than anything else. Its not that big of a deal (obviously it is tho haha). Its just on my mind. I'm just being a putz.
I also have been struggling internally with what I'm gonna do with my schooling situation. I wanna get outta here, I mean outta my house and of course I'd like to get away from the B-Lo all together, but I gotta think practically. I'm a junior in college now. It woulda been wise to think like that 3 years ago, but at that time I was totally oblivious to life in general. Cause I'd be dumb now to go away for the last 3 semester of my undergrad schooling and pay thro the nose when I can be done with my undergrad stuff at UB by december or maybe even august of '05 and then go away for grad school to say American Univ. in Washington D.C. or to UNLV in Vegas just some place thats not SUNY (State Univ. of New York) haha. And if the apartment stuff with the boys comes together that could work out. I just dont like snow after xmas, or before december really, but its part of the deal here so I enjoy it aslong as I'm not driving in it.
But change can be good at anytime if you make it good and make it happen. I can never be afraid to change even if its not "practical" but do it for the right damn reasons.
I got more things buzzin' round in the cranium, but I'll shut-up now.
Beer-pong tonight. The Champ returns after 27 days of non-drunken-ness. The Champ.
Saw the Hip yet again last night in Syracuse, and we were really close to them this time, it was fun to see Gord go nuts on stage like he always does.
I really just want to tell someone how much I miss them and how much they really mean to me, but I dont wanna come off as needy or crossing some unwritten boundary. Is that odd? I feel I have such a understanding and "comfort" level (in the respect of open-ness) w/this person it shouldnt matter and I feel dumb for acting like what seemingly appears as me being careful - walking on egg shells might fit the bill, and thats kinda retarded. Althought in reality I'm sure this person is totally and completely aware of what I just said, its more for me at this point than anything else. Its not that big of a deal (obviously it is tho haha). Its just on my mind. I'm just being a putz.
I also have been struggling internally with what I'm gonna do with my schooling situation. I wanna get outta here, I mean outta my house and of course I'd like to get away from the B-Lo all together, but I gotta think practically. I'm a junior in college now. It woulda been wise to think like that 3 years ago, but at that time I was totally oblivious to life in general. Cause I'd be dumb now to go away for the last 3 semester of my undergrad schooling and pay thro the nose when I can be done with my undergrad stuff at UB by december or maybe even august of '05 and then go away for grad school to say American Univ. in Washington D.C. or to UNLV in Vegas just some place thats not SUNY (State Univ. of New York) haha. And if the apartment stuff with the boys comes together that could work out. I just dont like snow after xmas, or before december really, but its part of the deal here so I enjoy it aslong as I'm not driving in it.
But change can be good at anytime if you make it good and make it happen. I can never be afraid to change even if its not "practical" but do it for the right damn reasons.
I got more things buzzin' round in the cranium, but I'll shut-up now.
Beer-pong tonight. The Champ returns after 27 days of non-drunken-ness. The Champ.