Through the Glass
Well, it seems that I've already started on the next chapter and I'm going to post it... tomorrow, or later. Hopefully I pull this off well since I'm writing a very difficult chapter, and I still need some extra scenes to make the chapter longer or it'll be a total bust. Right now I'm planning to make a NaruSaku doujinshi, but I need some help for a story since... I'm not finished with my fanfic. Only a couple of chapters more and I'm done.
... only a couple of months more and I'll graduate highschool.
That fact terrifies me since it will most certainly be one step closer to my dream of being one of the most gifted authors of this generation so that I could bring honor to my family name. One step closer to my own life which I must shape up doing good and bad choices. One step closer to an intimate relationship. One step closer to my own family. And most importantly, one step closer on working hard to be confident so that everybody around me would respect me, and not trod on me anymore. Yup, it pretty much terrifies me. I'm such a coward, but perhaps I'm just a negative thinker.
It matters not how strait the gate
How charged with punishment the scroll;
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul!
-William Ernest Henley (Invictus)
This section of the poem is the most dearest to me, and because of that I included it in the next chapter of my fanfic ^_^ Everytime I read its words, it always gives me a flame of hope that someday, I'd be greater than my father.
Meh... I do hope that I'm not starting to sound like some poor sod like Sasuke, but this is the only chance I have to voice out my feelings since I never even seem to communicate with my family anymore: my mom works a lot. I can't reach my sister anymore, and I feel like we've finally grown apart. Well, I guess it's my fault for pushing them away in the first place.
... one thing, though, Sasuke never bothered to voice out his feelings. Usually when he told someone about wanting to kill his brother, it would usually come out as some sort of foolish gibberish and idiotic mumblings.
Speaking about poems, I have one that I wrote down myself:
The fire shines most in the night
Forever leading me through plight,
But what, I ask, leads me tonight?
The fire of a candlelight...
-Joseph (The Smallest Things...)
It means that the smallest things can lead you out of harm, no matter what it is. In this, the candlelight represents something so simple, yet it burns deep within my heart, reaching towards the coldest caverns and melting both ice and sadness welded within my chest: my friends. Through this little poem of mine, I deeply thank H&E for granting me thus.
... and that is the end of my usual brooding session. Whoever is puking out there... blah. WHO'S UP FOR BEER/ICE CREAM!? :lol:
Aah, nothing like letting out my feelings! It's been bottled up all day!
... only a couple of months more and I'll graduate highschool.
That fact terrifies me since it will most certainly be one step closer to my dream of being one of the most gifted authors of this generation so that I could bring honor to my family name. One step closer to my own life which I must shape up doing good and bad choices. One step closer to an intimate relationship. One step closer to my own family. And most importantly, one step closer on working hard to be confident so that everybody around me would respect me, and not trod on me anymore. Yup, it pretty much terrifies me. I'm such a coward, but perhaps I'm just a negative thinker.
It matters not how strait the gate
How charged with punishment the scroll;
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul!
-William Ernest Henley (Invictus)
This section of the poem is the most dearest to me, and because of that I included it in the next chapter of my fanfic ^_^ Everytime I read its words, it always gives me a flame of hope that someday, I'd be greater than my father.
Meh... I do hope that I'm not starting to sound like some poor sod like Sasuke, but this is the only chance I have to voice out my feelings since I never even seem to communicate with my family anymore: my mom works a lot. I can't reach my sister anymore, and I feel like we've finally grown apart. Well, I guess it's my fault for pushing them away in the first place.
... one thing, though, Sasuke never bothered to voice out his feelings. Usually when he told someone about wanting to kill his brother, it would usually come out as some sort of foolish gibberish and idiotic mumblings.
Speaking about poems, I have one that I wrote down myself:
The fire shines most in the night
Forever leading me through plight,
But what, I ask, leads me tonight?
The fire of a candlelight...
-Joseph (The Smallest Things...)
It means that the smallest things can lead you out of harm, no matter what it is. In this, the candlelight represents something so simple, yet it burns deep within my heart, reaching towards the coldest caverns and melting both ice and sadness welded within my chest: my friends. Through this little poem of mine, I deeply thank H&E for granting me thus.
... and that is the end of my usual brooding session. Whoever is puking out there... blah. WHO'S UP FOR BEER/ICE CREAM!? :lol:
Aah, nothing like letting out my feelings! It's been bottled up all day!