Can't sleep... Tumor actin up again.

Oct 17, 2006 02:18

Well, it's now 2 in the morning. I've gotta be up in six hours to do some menial crap and then work out, an then adventure time. Why am I up you ask? Becuase I'm having chest pains. Not the holy crap I can't breathe/dying chest pains mind you. But the I think everyone in my house is gonna have to start smoking outside chest pains.

I think maybe I should consult a physician on this matter. I'd hate to find out I had cancer... So maybe I won't go to a doctor then.

HAhah I know I know. You don't have to tell me. That Was AWESOME! It's alright I understand.

So my keeping me awake pains aside now, I've had some time this evening to think.

And I seem to have wasted it:

I can count the number of women I've slept with on one and a half hands. I can count the women I've kissed on all of my digits. This is for a reason. Quite simply put, I pick the good ones. The ones that I think I have a special connection with. If I just throw it around and screw every person I can, then what is it worth? There hae been chances to increase both numbers, and admittedly a few of those kisses were drunken moments of weakness. But why cheapen things? Emotions shouldn't be a game of cat and mouse, and a one night stand may make you happy. But only for the night. I want something a little bit longer term than that. I want to be happy everynight.

If I kiss you, it's because I'm infatuated with you. If I sleep with you, it's because I love you.

No notches cut in my bedpost.
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